published: 2019
pages: 58
heard/read: 2/12/2020
book: 12 in 2020
A self styled artist is getting away with murder in Death Valley. If all goes well, so will Nameless. In part two of the Nameless series, the relentless avenger is haunted by nightmares of the past and visions of what’s to come.
Palmer Oxenwald’s hunting ground is the Mojave wasteland. His victims are random tourists and hikers. His trophies are cherished photographs of the damage he’s done. His greatest threat is Nameless. Two men with one thing in common: memories of the dead. For a psychopath like Palmer, they’re a clear rush in black and white. For Nameless, they’re visions of violence buried and erased. But for how long?
THOUGHTS
hmm...when i stop and think about it, this one wasnt as clever-ish as the first but its still good if only because it shows the "sense of humor" that they have for dishing out punishment to those that deserve it.
while this one wasnt as heavily detailed/planned as the first, its still, well, its very serving of how homeboy goes. i mean, i thought it was pretty clever. it only makes sense since, mountains and trails and shit.
i have always had a fear of hiking solo.
i now have an even more profound fear of hiking EVEN with someone else while carrying a loaded weapon. (i used to hike with someone else and well they showed me their true colors so humph!)
i guess my fear of going into my backyard past sundown is even more justified.
hell, even my fear of marriage has been further cemented. (LOL JK! but sorta)
im trying to be very, ahm, elusive (illusive? secret-ish) so that i don't give anything away.
but i will say this, if i was scared to go back to Yosemite after the Blairwitch project came out, this only proves to me that its better i enjoy it from a far.
or with a giant group. which i dont have. so from a far it is.
(can you tell how much of a chicken shit i am! lol)
lol. either way, another good quick read!
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pages: 58
heard/read: 2/12/2020
book: 12 in 2020
In fact, Palmer has no friends. no one does. friendship is an illusion, like love and compassion. Palmer's true identity is Death....Death has no illusions.SYNOPSIS
A self styled artist is getting away with murder in Death Valley. If all goes well, so will Nameless. In part two of the Nameless series, the relentless avenger is haunted by nightmares of the past and visions of what’s to come.
Palmer Oxenwald’s hunting ground is the Mojave wasteland. His victims are random tourists and hikers. His trophies are cherished photographs of the damage he’s done. His greatest threat is Nameless. Two men with one thing in common: memories of the dead. For a psychopath like Palmer, they’re a clear rush in black and white. For Nameless, they’re visions of violence buried and erased. But for how long?
THOUGHTS
hmm...when i stop and think about it, this one wasnt as clever-ish as the first but its still good if only because it shows the "sense of humor" that they have for dishing out punishment to those that deserve it.
while this one wasnt as heavily detailed/planned as the first, its still, well, its very serving of how homeboy goes. i mean, i thought it was pretty clever. it only makes sense since, mountains and trails and shit.
i have always had a fear of hiking solo.
i now have an even more profound fear of hiking EVEN with someone else while carrying a loaded weapon. (i used to hike with someone else and well they showed me their true colors so humph!)
i guess my fear of going into my backyard past sundown is even more justified.
hell, even my fear of marriage has been further cemented. (LOL JK! but sorta)
im trying to be very, ahm, elusive (illusive? secret-ish) so that i don't give anything away.
but i will say this, if i was scared to go back to Yosemite after the Blairwitch project came out, this only proves to me that its better i enjoy it from a far.
or with a giant group. which i dont have. so from a far it is.
(can you tell how much of a chicken shit i am! lol)
lol. either way, another good quick read!
kthxbyye!

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published: 2019
pages: 62heard: 2/12/2020
book: 11 in 2020
Life is a weave of infinite possibilities, though some are more likely than others.
SYNOPSIS
A bloodthirsty sheriff is terrorizing a small Texas town where justice has been buried with his victims. Until Nameless arrives—a vigilante whose past is a mystery and whose future is written in blood.
Anyone who crosses Sheriff Russell Soakes is dead, missing, or warned. One of them is a single mother trying to protect her children but bracing herself for the worst. Nameless fears the outcome. He’s seen it in his visions. Now it’s time to teach the depraved Soakes a lesson in fear. But in turning predators into prey, will Nameless unearth a few secrets of his own?
THOUGHTSahhhh!!!
son of a bitch!
how i LOVE Dean Koontz!
i dont know what deal he struck with Amazon that they get all the short stories but who cares, give me more!
in this one, we follow Nameless. a sorta vigilante per say into Texas where he then takes matter into his own hands....so to speak.
and these short stories, i am assuming, follow him along kicking ass and taking names (doling out proper punishments to those that deserve it) that will ultimately lead to his truth? idk.... i cant wait to see!
he doesn't know who he is. his memory only goes back 2 years but something might be cracking because at the end he's getting this vision that he thinks might have something to do with who he used to be.
and i can't wait to see how it all unfolds!
since they're 6 short stories i was going to do them all together but then the spoilers are kinda long so i'll do them one by one.
but i will say this! go read them now!
at this point right now, i only have one book left in the series so i cant wait to see how it all ends and i definitely recommend these since they are quick thrilling reads!
I LOVE DEAN KOONTZ!!!!
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kthxbyye!

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published: 2019
heard / read: 2/6-11/2020
book: 10 in 2020
Great events turn on small hinges.
In the middle of the night, in a house on a quiet street in suburban Minneapolis, intruders silently murder Luke Ellis’s parents and load him into a black SUV. The operation takes less than two minutes. Luke will wake up at The Institute, in a room that looks just like his own, except there’s no window. And outside his door are other doors, behind which are other kids with special talents—telekinesis and telepathy—who got to this place the same way Luke did: Kalisha, Nick, George, Iris, and ten-year-old Avery Dixon. They are all in Front Half. Others, Luke learns, graduated to Back Half, “like the roach motel,” Kalisha says. “You check in, but you don’t check out.”
In this most sinister of institutions, the director, Mrs. Sigsby, and her staff are ruthlessly dedicated to extracting from these children the force of their extranormal gifts. There are no scruples here. If you go along, you get tokens for the vending machines. If you don’t, punishment is brutal. As each new victim disappears to Back Half, Luke becomes more and more desperate to get out and get help. But no one has ever escaped from the Institute.
THOUGHTS
woooooow.
my very first Stephen King book.
EVER!
and if they could somehow all continue to be like this, well then i'd read more.
now, i really have no idea why i picked this up. i own the shining but its been years and i know that i wont get to it (and i've made my peace with that) so im not sure why i got this one. but if i had to guess, it was 100% because i liked the cover. and because the synopsis did not sound scary at all.
i think the reason i'm scared of King is because i saw Christine when i was young and that scarred me a bit. ...and then you have IT, and Pet Sematary & Cujo and well, i mean, you can see where i'm going with this (besides anywhere near anything that i am trying to say about this book).
anyway, this read, er listen was......inneresting.
its almost 600 pages!
in some parts i was all "hell yea" about it but in others i was just like "why is this sooooo long!?" im glad that i heard it but i was even more glad once it was over.
i will say this and its probably the most important thing to come out of all this nonsense that im saying / you're probably skimming through right now.
ya ready?
by the time i was done with this book, after everything that went down, i couldn't even fathom the beginning of this story. it seemed so far away. a different universe.
this book takes you for a fucking ride. to get to the end and then try to imagine the peaceful beginning really fucks you up.
Homeboy is just trying to get to New York in a slow way. and then we're at the end and holy shit!
what. a. difference.
what a ride!
not just for Tim but for Luke and everyone in between that was affected.
how are you really going to run a place like the institute and not "take the necessary precautions" to make sure that shit NEVER hits the fan? i found that so hard to believe because how do you get so cocky about it all, ya know?
i just couldn't believe every single thing that every single character in this book went through to get what we get in the end.
it ends "nicely", with no loose ends, erm so to speak (it's safe to assume that...well, i don't want to spoil it here). i don't see there being a book 2. and while i would have liked for the kids to end up together in some type of capacity, im just choosing to believe they all do good by each other in the aftermath of the end.
its a good read. but it is a bit of a read. i started reading this back in October i think or whenever it came out and i got a few pages in but in the end, gave it up and ordered the audiobook through my library app. so either way is good but if you want something to listen to, i definitely recommend the audio.
so yea.....uhm, i guess i could say more but i dont want to accidentally spoil anything...and i just wanna move on sooo, yea.
jump over for the most basic spoilers ever!
now, i really have no idea why i picked this up. i own the shining but its been years and i know that i wont get to it (and i've made my peace with that) so im not sure why i got this one. but if i had to guess, it was 100% because i liked the cover. and because the synopsis did not sound scary at all.
i think the reason i'm scared of King is because i saw Christine when i was young and that scarred me a bit. ...and then you have IT, and Pet Sematary & Cujo and well, i mean, you can see where i'm going with this (besides anywhere near anything that i am trying to say about this book).
anyway, this read, er listen was......inneresting.
its almost 600 pages!
in some parts i was all "hell yea" about it but in others i was just like "why is this sooooo long!?" im glad that i heard it but i was even more glad once it was over.
i will say this and its probably the most important thing to come out of all this nonsense that im saying / you're probably skimming through right now.
ya ready?
by the time i was done with this book, after everything that went down, i couldn't even fathom the beginning of this story. it seemed so far away. a different universe.
this book takes you for a fucking ride. to get to the end and then try to imagine the peaceful beginning really fucks you up.
Homeboy is just trying to get to New York in a slow way. and then we're at the end and holy shit!
what. a. difference.
what a ride!
not just for Tim but for Luke and everyone in between that was affected.
how are you really going to run a place like the institute and not "take the necessary precautions" to make sure that shit NEVER hits the fan? i found that so hard to believe because how do you get so cocky about it all, ya know?
i just couldn't believe every single thing that every single character in this book went through to get what we get in the end.
it ends "nicely", with no loose ends, erm so to speak (it's safe to assume that...well, i don't want to spoil it here). i don't see there being a book 2. and while i would have liked for the kids to end up together in some type of capacity, im just choosing to believe they all do good by each other in the aftermath of the end.
its a good read. but it is a bit of a read. i started reading this back in October i think or whenever it came out and i got a few pages in but in the end, gave it up and ordered the audiobook through my library app. so either way is good but if you want something to listen to, i definitely recommend the audio.
so yea.....uhm, i guess i could say more but i dont want to accidentally spoil anything...and i just wanna move on sooo, yea.
jump over for the most basic spoilers ever!
kthxbyye!

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*edit: after writing out the basic spoilers, i realized that this book might just be even better a second read around. so many details that tie up together and just all the work it took, i think re-reading it while already knowing what happens might make this even better the second time around. or first if you're down with spoilers like i am!
*PS2: BLOGGER took away the spell check. So, mah bad for any misspelled words. I can only reread the same shit over and over.
Kthxbyyee!
*PS2: BLOGGER took away the spell check. So, mah bad for any misspelled words. I can only reread the same shit over and over.
Kthxbyyee!

published: 2020
pages: 356
read: 2/7-10/2020
book: 9 in 2020
pages: 356
read: 2/7-10/2020
book: 9 in 2020
“Sure, maybe love can be simple, but sometimes, it’s a real struggle. People have gone to war over love, Natalie. They’ve spanned oceans. They’ve left their families and their homes behind. They’ve given up their jobs. They’ve put their dreams on hold. Love isn’t simple. That’s a lie. Love is a fight. Love is a plight of the human condition. You either choose to suffer it, to feel it like a cancer inside you, or you give up and you walk away unscathed.”
SYNOPSIS
super long. click here to read!
THOUGHTS
when i first wrote my thoughts about this book i really liked it but since i take forever to post, and I've had more time to think about it, to me this one was just an okay read.
i wasn't crazy about it. because while the steam factor is there (barely), not a lot of anything happens.
they hook up once, then don't and then i forget what happens in between, then they go for it again but she has a secret and then it comes to light and it all just works out. but it just didn't have pizzazz in the long run for me.
its nice that there's a story where the 2 main characters actually acknowledge how they feel about each other but i wish this one would have been more, for lack of a better word, saucy.
they are two young, hot af surgeons/doctors/whatever.
i wish they would have had more fun and maybe in the epilogue what actually happened could have happened then (although the epilogue was pretty funny!) because to me it just seems like it was all neatly taken care of. there wasn't any iduno....im over it.
i guess i can see why Nat is the way she is thanks to her mom buuuut.....iduno i hated that part a lot too.
it wasn't a bad read and i did enjoy reading it and it was also pretty funny but now that its been over there was nothing all that special about it to me.
they hook up once, then don't and then i forget what happens in between, then they go for it again but she has a secret and then it comes to light and it all just works out. but it just didn't have pizzazz in the long run for me.
its nice that there's a story where the 2 main characters actually acknowledge how they feel about each other but i wish this one would have been more, for lack of a better word, saucy.
they are two young, hot af surgeons/doctors/whatever.
i wish they would have had more fun and maybe in the epilogue what actually happened could have happened then (although the epilogue was pretty funny!) because to me it just seems like it was all neatly taken care of. there wasn't any iduno....im over it.
i guess i can see why Nat is the way she is thanks to her mom buuuut.....iduno i hated that part a lot too.
it wasn't a bad read and i did enjoy reading it and it was also pretty funny but now that its been over there was nothing all that special about it to me.
i guess my other issue with this read is the way Connor is described...the guy on the cover does him no justice lol. kinda reminds me of her other book Make Me Bad.
if you're going to describe the guy as Jason Momoa minus the long hair in the story then give us JM on the cover.
if you're going to describe the guy as Jason Momoa minus the long hair in the story then give us JM on the cover.
i also disliked how "manly" the men were in this story. who wins when those are your attitudes?
anyway, jump over for some spoilers!
kthxbyye!

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published: 2019
pages: 308
heard: 2/2-5/2020
book: 8 in 2020
SYNOPSIS
S.T., a domesticated crow, is a bird of simple pleasures: hanging out with his owner Big Jim, trading insults with Seattle's wild crows (those idiots), and enjoying the finest food humankind has to offer: Cheetos ®.
Then Big Jim's eyeball falls out of his head, and S.T. starts to feel like something isn't quite right. His most tried-and-true remedies--from beak-delivered beer to the slobbering affection of Big Jim's loyal but dim-witted dog, Dennis--fail to cure Big Jim's debilitating malady. S.T. is left with no choice but to abandon his old life and venture out into a wild and frightening new world with his trusty steed Dennis, where he discovers that the neighbors are devouring each other and the local wildlife is abuzz with rumors of dangerous new predators roaming Seattle. Humanity's extinction has seemingly arrived, and the only one determined to save it is a foul-mouthed crow whose knowledge of the world around him comes from his TV-watching education.
Hollow Kingdom is a humorous, big-hearted, and boundlessly beautiful romp through the apocalypse and the world that comes after, where even a cowardly crow can become a hero.
THOUGHTS
ahhh!!!!!
i'm so glad that i came back to this story because i ended up loving it so freaking much!
originally i gave it up because i just couldn't handle the fact that it was about animals being left alone to fend for themselves on earth while humans went extinct.
WHO WAS GOING TO TAKE CARE OF THEM!?😫😢ðŸ˜
(yes i am VERY aware this is a made up story)
(and yes i know animals have being doing their own thing since before we all came along and fucked it all up.) but just who i am as a human couldn't read this without being sad. i made it to page 35 before i gave it up. but then i had the idea to try it as an audiobook because I knew I could sorta handle that. (I also skipped to the back and got 1 spoiler and assumed it happened one way when in reality it happened another so that's another reason I wanted to skip because i couldn't handle it cause it made me sad)
OMG I'M SO GLAD THAT I GAVE IT THE AUDIOBOOK TRY!
i ended up really, really liking this story.
not everyone makes it but man did they put up a fght. and i was able to make it without falling apart so that's a win!
i loved ST & Dennis so much.
I loved how this story is told from a crows point of view but speaks volumes about the human race.
it's also told from the views of other animals. That damn cat ♡.
and the point of the story, ST's mission and the rest that follows, it's just the best! I'm honestly still shocked at how good this book is. I'm so glad I came back to it.
and it takes place in Seattle, so while i'm not a native and i've only been once, it was pretty cool to be able to pinpoint some places.
such a good book. good lessons. amazing truth spoken.
it's funny, it's truthful, it's wise.
I basically highlighted everything.
if you like post apocalyptic (or is this dystopian?) or whatever, i definitely recommend this book. just overall, pick this book up.
jump over for some spoilers.
thanks for reading!
pages: 308
heard: 2/2-5/2020
book: 8 in 2020
Everything talks. You just have to be willing to listen.
SYNOPSIS
S.T., a domesticated crow, is a bird of simple pleasures: hanging out with his owner Big Jim, trading insults with Seattle's wild crows (those idiots), and enjoying the finest food humankind has to offer: Cheetos ®.
Then Big Jim's eyeball falls out of his head, and S.T. starts to feel like something isn't quite right. His most tried-and-true remedies--from beak-delivered beer to the slobbering affection of Big Jim's loyal but dim-witted dog, Dennis--fail to cure Big Jim's debilitating malady. S.T. is left with no choice but to abandon his old life and venture out into a wild and frightening new world with his trusty steed Dennis, where he discovers that the neighbors are devouring each other and the local wildlife is abuzz with rumors of dangerous new predators roaming Seattle. Humanity's extinction has seemingly arrived, and the only one determined to save it is a foul-mouthed crow whose knowledge of the world around him comes from his TV-watching education.
Hollow Kingdom is a humorous, big-hearted, and boundlessly beautiful romp through the apocalypse and the world that comes after, where even a cowardly crow can become a hero.
THOUGHTS
ahhh!!!!!
i'm so glad that i came back to this story because i ended up loving it so freaking much!
originally i gave it up because i just couldn't handle the fact that it was about animals being left alone to fend for themselves on earth while humans went extinct.
WHO WAS GOING TO TAKE CARE OF THEM!?😫😢ðŸ˜
(yes i am VERY aware this is a made up story)
(and yes i know animals have being doing their own thing since before we all came along and fucked it all up.) but just who i am as a human couldn't read this without being sad. i made it to page 35 before i gave it up. but then i had the idea to try it as an audiobook because I knew I could sorta handle that. (I also skipped to the back and got 1 spoiler and assumed it happened one way when in reality it happened another so that's another reason I wanted to skip because i couldn't handle it cause it made me sad)
OMG I'M SO GLAD THAT I GAVE IT THE AUDIOBOOK TRY!
i ended up really, really liking this story.
not everyone makes it but man did they put up a fght. and i was able to make it without falling apart so that's a win!
i loved ST & Dennis so much.
I loved how this story is told from a crows point of view but speaks volumes about the human race.
it's also told from the views of other animals. That damn cat ♡.
and the point of the story, ST's mission and the rest that follows, it's just the best! I'm honestly still shocked at how good this book is. I'm so glad I came back to it.
and it takes place in Seattle, so while i'm not a native and i've only been once, it was pretty cool to be able to pinpoint some places.
such a good book. good lessons. amazing truth spoken.
it's funny, it's truthful, it's wise.
I basically highlighted everything.
if you like post apocalyptic (or is this dystopian?) or whatever, i definitely recommend this book. just overall, pick this book up.
jump over for some spoilers.
thanks for reading!

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pages: 435
heard: 1/29-31/2020
book: 7 in 2020
Life is so damn, damn, damn tough sometimes that it's almost unbearable. Even if that's the way its supposed to be. Pg 83
SYNOPSIS
After everything that the citizens of Beartown have gone through, they are struck yet another blow when they hear that their beloved local hockey team will soon be disbanded. What makes it worse is the obvious satisfaction that all the former Beartown players, who now play for a rival team in Hed, take in that fact. Amidst the mounting tension between the two rivals, a surprising newcomer is handpicked to be Beartown’s new hockey coach.
Soon a new team starts to take shape around Amat, the fastest player you’ll ever see; Benji, the intense lone wolf; and Vidar, a born-to-be-bad troublemaker. But bringing this team together proves to be a challenge as old bonds are broken, new ones are formed, and the enmity with Hed grows more and more acute.
As the big match approaches, the not-so-innocent pranks and incidents between the communities pile up and their mutual contempt grows deeper. By the time the last game is finally played, a resident of Beartown will be dead, and the people of both towns will be forced to wonder if, after all they’ve been through, the game they love can ever return to something simple and innocent.
THOUGHTS
i just want to make this quick and get it over with because ive been stalling and i have other shit to get to.
phew.
this book.
this fucking book.
this story!!!!!
i don't watch hockey so i don't understand it. which means that i also don't understand if the love of the game truly goes that far. and if it does, i'm definitely out. (which i know it doesn't. at least. i hope it doesn't.)
but in this book i definitely understand that its not even about the game anymore but just about how people can go too far for the sake of their pride.
i think this is what i thought book 1 would have been about. the whole rivalry thing. but of course none of this could've happened until it was set up that way which is what book 1 was about so i guess....
i, just like book 1, also did not like this story.
i hated the violent, hurtful turn this book took.
kids beating the fuck out of each other, outing each other, others being the adults in every situation instead of the damn adults! which speaking of...OMG the turn of events!
these two dumb towns fighting each other over hockey and adults turning against each other because of a dirty politician.
a kid dies, they almost literally roast a human, kids show their dicks to a woman because grown ass adult men are bitter about who's in their team now. people who claim to be all about loyalty change their minds the instant shit doesn't go their way....
UGH!
so much!
im just glad to be done with this and i truly hope that there is no book 3 in any type of work in any freaking universe.
also, that synopsis is a bit of a lie because i will tell you this!: its not Benji who dies.
who knows what the fuck happens to him.
in book 1, i remember reading that the guitarist or whatever will one day look up at a billboard and see benji and think of their time. in book 2 he just leaves. what the fuck happens to benji to cause him to be on a billboard!?
over it.
oh! but i will say, Zachelle (Zachell? who knows i'm too lazy to look) she was probably my fave in this story!
anyway, once again i hated the story but i loved the writing.
i cant wait to dive into his other work.
jump over for some spoilers.
thanks for reading!

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published: 2019
pages: 295
read: 1/27-29/2020
book: 6 in 2020
SYNOPSIS
Vivian Forest has been out of the country a grand total of one time, so when she gets the chance to tag along on her daughter Maddie's work trip to England to style a royal family member, she can't refuse. She's excited to spend the holidays taking in the magnificent British sights, but what she doesn't expect is to become instantly attracted to a certain Private Secretary and his charming accent and unyielding formality.
Malcolm Hudson has been the Queen's Private Secretary for years and has never given a personal, private tour...until now. He is intrigued by Vivian the moment he meets her and finds himself making excuses just to spend time with her. When flirtatious banter turns into a kiss under the mistletoe, things snowball into a full-on fling.
Despite a ticking timer on their holiday romance, they are completely fine with ending their short, steamy fling come New Year's Day...or are they?
MY THOUGHTS
by this point, anything I say about the books in this series is kinda mute because we all know how i felt about all 3 books before (I seriously thought this was book 5 for some reason). But I must say, i was a biiiit surprised by this one if only because the events happened backwards instead of how they usually have. Meaning that in books 1-3, they all fucked around, fell in love, denied it, fought it and then realized "hey, we belong together!"
*cue Mariah Carey*
In this one, Vivian goes to England thanks to her daughter Maddie (book 3) who gets hired to style the duchess (and by the fucking way, V does fucking refuse. she only goes because Mads books her flight without giving her the option to back out.) On her first day she meets Malcolm and they both fall for each other. they spend time together and then he proposes that she stay with him so they can spend more time together. she stays, they do their thing, he tries to propose a long distance fuck buddy type of deal but she says no.
She flies home, they postcard mail each other, they talk about blah, blah, blah, she tells him she loves him, he bitches out and never replies.
and then he shows up at her house and they end up together.
basically, that's the entire story.
I mean there's some bits I left out (not a lot) but that's literally it. everything that's already happened before, happens again.
just backwards.
overall, i didn't hate the story but it didn't blow my mind. I did look up to see if there was a 5th book and it looks like there isn't.* It looks like a new one is coming out later this year that has nothing to do with this series (only assuming because the names have never came up in these stories) and quite frankly, I'm glad. I don't think I have it in me to read the same story set in their timeline that's just a repeat of all before it.
It's a quick read, and it's a fun one and I didn't hate it but I was over it rather quickly. I know i wont be thinking about it again. ..but hey!, another one down.
my question is though, and I know this is a fake story with made up characters so suspend disbelief here BUT imagine Alexa & Drew, Carlos & Nikki, Maddie & Theo and Vivian & Malcolm sitting around at idk, a bbq or whatever....you don't think they'd all be sitting there together when the sudden realization dawns on all of them that hey! We all went through the same shit! Isn't it all not so special?
I mean, because well, isn't it all the same?
anyway, no spoilers because I basically spoiled it all above.
thanks for reading!
pages: 295
read: 1/27-29/2020
book: 6 in 2020
SYNOPSIS
Vivian Forest has been out of the country a grand total of one time, so when she gets the chance to tag along on her daughter Maddie's work trip to England to style a royal family member, she can't refuse. She's excited to spend the holidays taking in the magnificent British sights, but what she doesn't expect is to become instantly attracted to a certain Private Secretary and his charming accent and unyielding formality.
Malcolm Hudson has been the Queen's Private Secretary for years and has never given a personal, private tour...until now. He is intrigued by Vivian the moment he meets her and finds himself making excuses just to spend time with her. When flirtatious banter turns into a kiss under the mistletoe, things snowball into a full-on fling.
Despite a ticking timer on their holiday romance, they are completely fine with ending their short, steamy fling come New Year's Day...or are they?
MY THOUGHTS
by this point, anything I say about the books in this series is kinda mute because we all know how i felt about all 3 books before (I seriously thought this was book 5 for some reason). But I must say, i was a biiiit surprised by this one if only because the events happened backwards instead of how they usually have. Meaning that in books 1-3, they all fucked around, fell in love, denied it, fought it and then realized "hey, we belong together!"
*cue Mariah Carey*
In this one, Vivian goes to England thanks to her daughter Maddie (book 3) who gets hired to style the duchess (and by the fucking way, V does fucking refuse. she only goes because Mads books her flight without giving her the option to back out.) On her first day she meets Malcolm and they both fall for each other. they spend time together and then he proposes that she stay with him so they can spend more time together. she stays, they do their thing, he tries to propose a long distance fuck buddy type of deal but she says no.
She flies home, they postcard mail each other, they talk about blah, blah, blah, she tells him she loves him, he bitches out and never replies.
and then he shows up at her house and they end up together.
basically, that's the entire story.
I mean there's some bits I left out (not a lot) but that's literally it. everything that's already happened before, happens again.
just backwards.
overall, i didn't hate the story but it didn't blow my mind. I did look up to see if there was a 5th book and it looks like there isn't.* It looks like a new one is coming out later this year that has nothing to do with this series (only assuming because the names have never came up in these stories) and quite frankly, I'm glad. I don't think I have it in me to read the same story set in their timeline that's just a repeat of all before it.
It's a quick read, and it's a fun one and I didn't hate it but I was over it rather quickly. I know i wont be thinking about it again. ..but hey!, another one down.
my question is though, and I know this is a fake story with made up characters so suspend disbelief here BUT imagine Alexa & Drew, Carlos & Nikki, Maddie & Theo and Vivian & Malcolm sitting around at idk, a bbq or whatever....you don't think they'd all be sitting there together when the sudden realization dawns on all of them that hey! We all went through the same shit! Isn't it all not so special?
I mean, because well, isn't it all the same?
anyway, no spoilers because I basically spoiled it all above.
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*turns out the next book is a part of this fucking series. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at the time i wrote this post i did not know.
i don't know that ill be picking that one up.
i can't anymore.
*turns out the next book is a part of this fucking series. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at the time i wrote this post i did not know.
i don't know that ill be picking that one up.
i can't anymore.
pages: 289
read: 1/22-25/2020
book: 5 in 2020
SYNOPSIS
In a small town in Maine, recently widowed Eveleth "Evvie" Drake rarely leaves her house. Everyone in town, including her best friend, Andy, thinks grief keeps her locked inside, and she doesn't correct them.
In New York, Dean Tenney, former major-league pitcher and Andy's childhood friend, is struggling with a case of the "yips": he can't throw straight anymore, and he can't figure out why. An invitation from Andy to stay in Maine for a few months seems like the perfect chance to hit the reset button.
When Dean moves into an apartment at the back of Evvie's house, the two make a deal: Dean won't ask about Evvie's late husband, and Evvie won't ask about Dean's baseball career. Rules, though, have a funny way of being broken—and what starts as an unexpected friendship soon turns into something more.
But before they can find out what might lie ahead, they'll have to wrestle a few demons: the bonds they've broken, the plans they've changed, and the secrets they've kept. They'll need a lot of help, but in life, as in baseball, there's always a chance—right up until the last out.
MY THOUGHTS
This was an okay read for me.
It's a super easy, fast read (only 289 pages) but for some reason I only wanted to read it at work and then struggled a bit to pick it back up at home.
And today I thought to myself, "I am finishing this TODAY because I don't want to wake up to read it another day."
I just wanted it to be done and I found myself glossing over some parts of this story.
Evvie gave me super Eleanor Oliphant vibes in a way. Its just that Evvie was a bit more...sure of herself even though she also had her own set of issues.
maybe not sure but definitely not as retracted as EO was.
I loved the relationship between Andy & Evvie even though it was, I don't know, I bit farfetched (only because of the kids and every weekend for hours on end....but also, what do I know?) But I did love that they had their weekends and I loved that it also falls apart a bit. I thought that was a bit more realistic. Friends have fall outs. And the comebacks are always sweeter.
I also really liked Monica. I like that she was level headed and confident in A&E's friendship instead of being jealous about it. And I also loved that she was such a good friend to Evvie in the end.
I also like that E gets her happy ending after all even if it isn't her that is walking down the aisle but I think that was just perfect.
Overall, it was a cute story but I personally didn't connect with it like I know other people have.
I definitely didn't love it like others have.
There's a lot that I did like about it, especially the cereal box story!, but in the overallness of everything, it was just an okay read for me and i was counting down the pages til I'd be done with this read. and then ironically when I was at the end, i hadn't even noticed because I don't know, I just didn't.
Either way, I'm glad i read it.
I would've been fine never having read this but I'm not mad at all that i read it so it's all good I guess.
anyway, jump over for spoilers.
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