"𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶." -𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘦⁣
"𝘔𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦." -𝘓𝘢𝘳𝘢⁣
published: 2020
pages: 243
read: 9/10-26/2020
book: 71 in 2020

SYNOPSIS
Some people have a voice for radio, but I must have a fanny for infidelity. This is why I bought a one-way ticket from London to New York and decided to ignore all men forever. And then I meet Owen.

Owen holds all the red flags I can’t resist: mysterious and handsome, sarcastic with a clever smile… Plus, he works in tech like I do? Here’s my knickers, good sir.

But, a few cybersecurity breaches at my job means I don’t have time for anything, especially not a classic New York City romance. The bad part is I think the break-ins are coming from the same source. The worst part is that Owen is quickly stealing my heart.

The more time I spend with mysterious, handsome Owen, the more I wonder if maybe he’s the man I’ve been looking for all along. And unfortunately for me, I think that statement might be true in more ways than one.

THOUGHTS 
this is one of those where i read the book but didnt do a post right after so you know how that goes. ...i dont remember shit. 
but when i read the quote above i remembered that LOL I LOVE THE SHIT OUT OF LARA! and i would read a freaking book on her alone!!!!!

i think this was when i was in the height of my "i feel meh about reading" so i wasnt super into this one but i do want to re-read it eventually. it took me longer than it ever should have and i should have just waited to read it...but i guess i rushed it because it was an ARC and i had to do my duty. 
this one is all one me because i love JO and will forever read whatever she writes. 

either way, ima cut it short; i liked it but i know i didnt devote the time to it that i should have. (see it over on instagram!) 

...in other news, it looks like i wont be done posting 2020 reads in 2020...so we're carrying it on over into 2021. yall will get a full update of all my 2020 reads sometime in February lol (100 freaking books!!!!!!!) 

thanks for reading! 

when you're a child you long to be an adult and decide everything for yourself, but when you're an adult you realize that's the worst part of it. that you have to have opinions all the time. 

published: 2020
pages: 336
heard: 9/5-24/2029
book: 70 in 2020

"she liked a drink and could tell dirty jokes, no matter who she was with. if anyone even asked what God would think about that she always replied: "i don't think we agree about everything, but i have a feeling He knows im doing the best i can. and i think maybe He knows i work for Him, because i try to help people." 

Looking at real estate isn't usually a life-or-death situation, but an apartment open house becomes just that when a failed bank robber bursts in and takes a group of strangers hostage. The captives include a recently retired couple who relentlessly hunt down fixer-uppers to avoid the painful truth that they can't fix up their own marriage. There's a wealthy banker who has been too busy making money to care about anyone else and a young couple who are about to have their first child but can't seem to agree on anything, from where they want to live to how they met in the first place. Add to the mix an eighty-seven-year-old woman who has lived long enough not to be afraid of someone waving a gun in her face, a flustered but still-ready-to-make-a-deal real estate agent, and a mystery man who has locked himself in the apartment's only bathroom, and you've got the worst group of hostages in the world.

THOUGHTS
i did not write a post on this book as soon as i was done which means i also didnt do spoilers because honestly, to this day, i still really have no full idea as to what i read...erm, heard. 

i mean, i have the basics but this book was something else that i still feel like i didn't really grasp the entirety of this read. 
and it wasnt until a bookstagrammer that i follow said that she liked it but didnt like how this book made her feel lost, like they were trying to pull one out from under her that i understood what i felt when i was done with this. 
what she said is what i didn't have the words to say at first. 

i still stand by my thoughts in that there is no other writer that i have come across that writes like this man. the way he tells his stories is like none other and i will absolutely adore (i think) anything this man writes. but that doesn't mean that you wont get a little bit lost along the way. 

i cant really tell you where (up here anyway) this book truly lost me because its a hella spoiler but it did and i dont really remember where even that twist could have came from. maybe its Backman's way of saying "see, bitch. dont assume."

either way, i liked this read. 
to be honest, im not sure if i was ready to read this one and i think i just jumped on because of FOMO and I KNOW i always say this but i do think if i ever do a re-read, ill understand it better since i know. 
but i will say, i love the way that this man writes and the way he takes you in and makes you fall in love with the characters, his story and his writing is just purely magical to me. 

the upside to this one is that i actually also own the audio so chances are i maybe will sometime get to it once again! and if i do, ill be ready cus i really did like this one.  

jump over for spoilers!
thanks for reading! (: 

𝘞𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘵, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳.⁣

published: 2016
pages: 310
read 8/31 to 9/1/2020
book: 68 in 2020

SYNOPSIS
Andy Carter was happy. He had a solid job. He ran 5Ks for charity. He was living a nice, safe Midwestern existence. And then his wife left him for a handsome paramedic down the street.

We’re All Damaged begins after Andy has lost his job, ruined his best friend’s wedding, and moved to New York City, where he lives in a tiny apartment with an angry cat named Jeter that isn’t technically his. But before long he needs to go back to Omaha to say good-bye to his dying grandfather.

Back home, Andy is confronted with his past, which includes his ex, his ex’s new boyfriend, his right-wing talk-radio-host mother, his parents’ crumbling marriage, and his still-angry best friend.

As if these old problems weren’t enough, Andy encounters an entirely new complication: Daisy. She has fifteen tattoos, no job, and her own difficult past. But she claims she is the only person who can help Andy be happy again, if only she weren’t hiding a huge secret that will mess things up even more. Andy Carter needs a second chance at life, and Daisy—and the person Daisy pushes Andy to become—may be his last chance to set things right.

THOUGHTS

Matthew Norman has become an auto read for me.
I loved the last couple standing and I loved this one just as much. it was such a delight to find this one as a UK read. 

it has been a while since i read this and i was more focused on writing out spoilers than i was thoughts but i do remember that i really liked this read. everything about it to me was perfect. 

andy is going through his shit with his ex wife who we later on learn that no matter what or who, will never be happy. we see Andy with Daisy who, oooof!!!!!, in the end, my heart breaks for her! she...i loved her in the end. what she says about going to New York breaks my heart because i feel like ive been in the same place. that might have been my favorite part because of the emotions that were involved. 
...Andy in the end, the way it all clicked in the end! i was so happy to see that. i definitely liked the ending. just this entire story. its funny and highlarious and i found myself laughing out loud a lot of the time and there wasnt a moment where i wished the story would hurry up and end. 

its been a while so ill leave it here but know that i liked it so much im looking to buy this one as soon as i come across it!

jump over for spoilers!
thanks for reading! (: 

* sorry for whatever misspellings there are....its been a while and honestly, im just being lazy AF. 


....𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘸 𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘬𝘴.

published: 2020
pages: 310
read 8/25-29/2020
book: 68 in 2020


A chance meeting with a handsome stranger turns into a whirlwind affair that gets everyone talking.

Dating is the last thing on Olivia Monroe's mind when she moves to LA to start her own law firm. But when she meets a gorgeous man at a hotel bar and they spend the entire night flirting, she discovers too late that he is none other than hotshot junior senator Max Powell. Olivia has zero interest in dating a politician, but when a cake arrives at her office with the cutest message, she can't resist--it is chocolate cake, after all.

Olivia is surprised to find that Max is sweet, funny, and noble--not just some privileged white politician she assumed him to be. Because of Max's high-profile job, they start seeing each other secretly, which leads to clandestine dates and silly disguises. But when they finally go public, the intense media scrutiny means people are now digging up her rocky past and criticizing her job, even her suitability as a trophy girlfriend. Olivia knows what she has with Max is something special, but is it strong enough to survive the heat of the spotlight?


THOUGHTS
SHORT VERSION:
same story as all before it. nothing new. little spice. 🥱
I'm praying and hoping there won't be a sixth book.
(i think there is. sad face)

LONG VERSION: 
If Maddie & Theo had TOO much heat going on, these two could've definitely taken some of it to steam them up. 

I have no idea why I keep reading Jasmine Guillorys books. I havent been a fan of a single one and I don't know why I keep picking them up but I do.
I saw that this one was coming out and I wasn't excited about it. I was bummed because I knew I was going to read it because idk, I just couldn't not.
I'm fucking odd.

I will give it to JG. She does tackle subjects that need to be touched up more. Like how Olivia has to deal with certain aspects of her life way more carefully than lets say Max. Because he is a privileged rich white male where as she is a Black woman who grew up nowhere near Max's level. Her actions require way more work and effort and thought and execution.
She does not have the freedom he does. 
Or how Max is a rich white dude who.....knows it and happens to use it to his advantage....so much so that he "doesn't see" when he does use it, no matter who its aimed at......until he finally does and then.....🙄
I noticed that she has flipped the script a bit in the sense that instead of hating to dating, some of these couples acknowledge their feels, date THEN fuck it all up just to end up happily ever forever after. 

In this books case, we get the new formula but omg! No.
I still think Maddie & Theo had a very borderline abusive relationship but they at least had believable fire since the very moment they first hated each other. Max and Olivia had the kinda fire that goes away right after it finally lights even though you'd spent that last hour trying to light it; it just wasn't there.
All this book was just the same boring discussion over: "how can I date a politician that im madly in love with without having to be in any of the spotlight!?"
same
fucking
shit
for
300
fucking
pages.
😞😬🙄😦😧😖🥱😤
Ima just end this here. 

anyway, jump over for  b a s i c  spoilers. 
thanks for reading! (: 
"I know that sometimes moving fast and breaking things is how progress gets made. but its also how things get broken, and sometimes those things are people."

published: 2020
pages: 449
read: 8/9-24/2020
book: 67 in 2020

April May and the Carls are back in the much-anticipated sequel to Hank Green's #1 New York Times bestselling debut novel, An Absolutely Remarkable Thing.

The Carls disappeared the same way they appeared, in an instant. While they were on Earth, they caused confusion and destruction without ever lifting a finger. Well, that’s not exactly true. Part of their maelstrom was the sudden viral fame and untimely death of April May: a young woman who stumbled into Carl’s path, giving them their name, becoming their advocate, and putting herself in the middle of an avalanche of conspiracy theories.

Months later, the world is as confused as ever. Andy has picked up April’s mantle of fame, speaking at conferences and online about the world post-Carl; Maya, ravaged by grief, begins to follow a string of mysteries that she is convinced will lead her to April; and Miranda infiltrates a new scientific operation . . . one that might have repercussions beyond anyone’s comprehension.

As they each get further down their own paths, a series of clues arrive—mysterious books that seem to predict the future and control the actions of their readers; unexplained internet outages; and more—which seem to suggest April may be very much alive. In the midst of the gang's possible reunion is a growing force, something that wants to capture our consciousness and even control our reality.

A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor is the bold and brilliant follow-up to An Absolutely Remarkable Thing. It’s a fast-paced adventure that is also a biting social commentary, asking hard, urgent questions. How will we live online? What powers over our lives are we giving away for free? Who has the right to change the world forever? And how do we find comfort in an increasingly isolated world?

THOUGHTS 
hhhmmmm.......i liked this one but if im being honest, it was a bit tough on me. 
what does this classify under? like scifi? idk. but whatever it was, since its not something i usually read, it took me a while to get into. 
it wasnt bad at all. 
its just all me. 

its a good read and very relevant in today's times given all the shit that we are currently and have been going through and i mean, i really couldnt have read it at a better time. i just wish i would have been more in the moment with it. 

"im trying to show you how good my brain was at convincing me that i never belonged where i was. these are the lies that our brains tells us to push happiness out of reach."

...either way, ima keep this short cause i really don't know what to say other than i liked it but it was kind of a heavy-ish read for me and if im being honest, i think this put me in a bit of a reading funk cause it took so much of me to read it. while i am glad that i read it, maybe 2020 wasnt the year for me to read this. 
(im doing suuuuuch a horrible job on this one. lol. but im doing this one emotionally i guess......)

"For me it goes without saying that much of the dogma of many religions is harmful. thinking other people will burn forever because they love the wrong person or worship the wrong god hos done a whole lot of bad."

anyway, jump over for  b a s i c  spoilers. 

thanks for reading! (: 

"when you're faced with something you don't understand, i think the most natural thing but also the least interesting thing you can be is afraid." 

published: 2018
pages: 338
heard: 8/5-7/2020*
book: 66 in 2020
*originally read: 10/28-31/2020

SYNOPSIS
The Carls just appeared. Coming home from work at three a.m., twenty-three-year-old April May stumbles across a giant sculpture. Delighted by its appearance and craftsmanship--like a ten-foot-tall Transformer wearing a suit of samurai armor--April and her friend Andy make a video with it, which Andy uploads to YouTube. The next day April wakes up to a viral video and a new life. News quickly spreads that there are Carls in dozens of cities around the world--everywhere from Beijing to Buenos Aires--and April, as their first documentarian, finds herself at the center of an intense international media spotlight.

Now April has to deal with the pressure on her relationships, her identity, and her safety that this new position brings, all while being on the front lines of the quest to find out not just what the Carls are, but what they want from us.

Compulsively entertaining and powerfully relevant, An Absolutely Remarkable Thing grapples with big themes, including how the social internet is changing fame, rhetoric, and radicalization; how our culture deals with fear and uncertainty; and how vilification and adoration spring from the same dehumanization that follows a life in the public eye.


THOUGHTS
I knew there was a possibility for a second book; with an ending like that, how could there not be....but because I read this when it first came out and I didn't really think about it after I read it, I didn't know the sequel was coming out this year. Of course once I found out, I pre-ordered it right away. It was such a nice surprise to see that book 2 was coming out this year in only a few short months (wtf is time now a days!) while randomly scrolling bookstagram. 🙂

I originally read this one back in 2018. I didn't blog about it then because it was during that time where I didn't care to give the books I was reading their own posts. Back then i knew not doing one for this book would come back to bite me in the ass because I really liked this book then but luckily, I did end up doing a re-read so it's all good!
.....except that this time I did it as an audiobook and while I was invested I know there are parts where I kind of glossed over. not because the story sucked, because it didn't, but because I already knew, I guess, subconsciously what was going to happen so idk, I zoned out. overall, I am glad I did a re-read since I never really do them in the first place.

i'm glad I got to it and now that I've read book 2 (its been a slow/lazy reading month) I can say I'm glad I dove into these books. They're kinda science fiction-y which hasn't really been my jam so im glad I liked these.
Its also eerie how this book touches on a lot of things that are currently going on right now. (yes I know a lot of those things were also going on back then but....you get my drift.)


anyway, ima make this one short cus im over blogging rn and so yea....but def read these books if you have a chance!


Anyway, jump over for spoilers. 


thanks for reading!